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Created on 2001-02-01 09:43:26 (#50877), last updated 2009-09-28
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Basic Info| Name: | Sebastian |
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| Birthdate: | 1985-12-26 |
| Location: | New York, New York, United States |
BioSuch a beautiful body was too perfect to be, so I needed to do it so you would see.
See how much you mean to me, my longing lips wouldn't let me be.
A kiss on your wound, for the love I feel. To let you know just what is real.
I've tasted you in all your whole, a perfect poison for my soul.
Already in love, I needed to see, whether or not you were perfect for me.
I guess that's why you let me, too. Let me share my pain with you.
I showed you what its like to bleed, took you to another field.
Together in this bond we share, Forever in the open air.
My desires thought to steal from me, and you were there to set me free.
I'm the very proud recipient of:
I promised a "sexiest" category and consequently feel obliged to have one, although in truth the title is quite misleading - however, I know that Gamer_697 understands the reference and, in the end, that's the important thing.
Gamer_697 was a relatively early Friend of The Phred and we've been, journalistically-speaking, through a lot together.
When I first met him he was a schoolboy, still with a few years of government-proscribed schooling ahead of him: this year he started University.
It's not unreasonable to assume that such a pivotal period in a young man's life would lead to changes and discoveries; however it is particularly the nature of that evolution [and the way it has been expressed in his journal] that has earned him a Phred.
In the course of our friendship Gamer_697 has gone from being something of a standardized [if disgruntled] product of a Catholic education system to a free-thinking rebel-with-a-cause - difficult to convey without breaking confidences; but suffice to say that his journey, fraught though it has been, has been both extraordinary and utterly riveting.
Gamer_697's travails are by no means complete: as I write he stands on the brink of yet another life-changing (life-shattering may be a better term) decision. And it is the fact that he is prepared not only to think the thoughts, but take the physical steps to so radically overturn the tenets of his life as his personal philosophies undergo cataclysmic [except that implies the negative: I can't think of the word I need. It's not "cathartic", either] reconstruction, that gives him (to me) this extraordinary aura of sexiness. It's the raw erotic appeal of the young male lion challenging the leader of the pack for dominance, the sheer animality of it that sends the blood pounding through my veins as I vicariously live his life.
... The dominant male simile, of course, implies an over-abundance of testosterone, which is far from the truth. Gamer_697's battles are in his head, although his triumphs have very real consequences in the world he lives in. In the past year or two his reinvention of himself has impacted primarily on how he thinks about the world: the next stage - he stands on the brink as I write - may well lead him to let go of every anchor he has in the outside world, as his personal voyage of discovery continues.
Enough, however, lest this purple prose erupts in orgasm and renders the next category too sticky to present.
Gamer_697's journal is one hell of a [private] ride, and I am extraordinarily privileged to be part of it.
I'm everything you're not. The perfect complement to a greater whole.
The Chapel
Both in unknown bravery,
It was each other we happened to see.
A small happening to those who heard,
Who wrote it off as just a bird.
But we dwelt not upon the cause.
It was our actions that gave us pause.
A test it was or maybe not.
I may seek meaning where it can't be sought.
But it did mean something aren't I right?
Or is it just delusional sight?
To be sure it is you I can't lose,
For you are my heart, my soul, my muse.
As written by a very good friend.
It was a vision of something that will never be.
Not with her anyway.
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american beauty, anime, devil's advocate, erika, evangelion, fight club, finger eleven, games, gladiator, hellsing, korn, linkin park, marilyn manson, matrix, matt good band, metallica, metroid, movies, music, nirvana, pulp fiction, sevendust, staind, trigun, vandread, zelda
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